Well it has taken me a thousand years to finally start a blog for myself! What an accomplishment, to be honest I've always thought that writing a blog or starting one is kind of pansy, pretentious, silly, etc... Haha please don't blame me I was naive! Now mind you, that this form of story telling is not formal at all, I am a crap writer after all (That's a no brainer!) It's an internal struggle that I have been battling for months now, what's the struggle you ask? It's about whether or not to start a blog or to just scratch that idea. The following things that I am about to say is regarding the reasons why for starting this journal. Well here goes nothing!
Reason number one, I am currently reading "Diary of a Young Girl", we all know this story right? About a Jewish girl in Holland duh!! Who am I kidding EVERYONE knows that book! Alright alright moving on, Anne Frank wrote that diary documenting the World War II incident, but not only that, it's also about how she has to overcome issue in her house like how she and her mom arguing with each, the war, being accused of being too blunt and rude, being misunderstood, her sexually etc. I loved the way she tells her story and her struggles, I admire her honesty, she is being her truest form, so raw and so pure, being The Great Anne Frank! That is the encouragement and the drive I needed to tell my story, without paper or pen, just using the good ol Blogger, very 21 century I know! I know my stories or daily experiences is boring and not at all exciting, but hey! it's fun to write even though I'm not a good writer. But the best part is there is no one to judge me! *wink wink*
Reason number two, twitter oh twitter you be the death of me! Let me start by saying that twitter only has 140 FREAKING characters??? What the freak??!! Why would you do that toa girl like me?? Haha it's ok don't answer that I already know the answer. Twitter doesn't really let me vent on there, sometimes there's so many thing I want to say but can't so I'll tweet one by one. I know first word problem, am I right people! Facebook on the other hand, its a tricky subject. If I go on and write out every single one of my problems people would then think I'm annoying, I just want a judgment free zone for me and my train of thought. Is that so hard to ask? XD
And the last reason, I'm sick and tired of talking to myself, don't worry I'm not crazy or anything, I don't talk to the wall or anything like that. It's just that I have alot on my mind, and I've always wanted to physically write it all down but I don't want to of course so I've decided to start this blog journey. Cause I know that at the end of the day it feel good to write all these feelings down so I would feel better about myself. Because Jesus or Allah knows that you can't always say want you want to your friends, family so on and so forth, about all the itty bitty details your life's struggles. You'll drive them mad! But to be quite honest,they don't really care about you anyway! And that is the sad truth and everybody needs to get it through their heads!
So in conclusion, yes it is my first entry. I enjoyed writing it down! It feels good, and I know I've made the right decision on this whole blog thing. I will be writing regularly, it'll be a HUGE commitment but I am willing to contribute to this blog! It will be exciting to see how this turns out! My mind is already flooding with ideas! Till next time!
